grandma, i know i posted something a couple of weeks ago,but i dont care,this lets me 'release' my feelings.. i was dead chufted when you was talking bout me in spirit,i felt loved,you really dont understand how much your missed,i bet your sat next to me reading this,laughing your head of,(if you are,hey).. but i dont know how many times i say this, but i love you+miss you loads.. its your birthday in 9 days-and counting. +i carnt even come to yours+celebrate,but ill be at your grave. i always think,if you was alive,what would we be doing now? well im going now,ill see you soon,another day nearly other is another day closer to seeing you, i love you.